Gray

I hate the way today feels...full of dull boredom. I look out the window and just see gray fog and I don't have anything to keep me otherwise occupied. I should be excited and happy about our trip but instead I just feel like I don't know what's going on and like I don't have my stuff together. Which I actually don't since I had class last night and the fake tooth implant Monday. I want to think that everything will be ok when it gets here, but the fog seems like an ominous warning or something. I don't have outfits planned because I have no idea what we're doing which means packing is going to be a mess. Remember last time we went to New York when I had to unpack and repack about 3 times over the course of a week? Maybe I shouldn't have started that early but at least I felt like I had really thought about it, even if I didn't have the right clothing options all the time. Anyhow, I'm heading off right now to go run one of my getting ready errands so hopefully I'll just get it all done in time. And I'll go tan after work to get my vitamin D in (which makes you happy fyi).