A circles round, it has no end...

I was thinking about how everyone always says that guys are clueless about girls. Not sure who this "everyone" is, but I've heard the phrase often. I start to think that after dealing with guys for a large portion of my life, I'm actually the one who is clueless. I've had so many random things happen that it's gone past the point of getting it, and circled back around to the point where I'm not ever totally sure. I mean, you think you know, and you think something should always mean X but this isn't algebra and if 4+X=5, X isn't necessarily a 1. Just like my math equation example makes no sense, that's the way I feel about guys. I know I'm supposed to understand the way people work with this whole counseling gig, but I'm slightly biased when it comes to my life so that messes with my vision. Anyhow, my current status is guard up - like Chalene on Turbo Jam says "cell phone, home phone, just like the real world" and it is. The guard is up, even when my arms get tired and I'm not quite sure it's helping anything. And, let this post be a lesson that I make no sense at all when I'm tired. And no, the pirate cat has nothing to do with this, I just thought it was funny.