The holiday season

So, I just wrote out my planner for November. I include all my assignments due, events, ect. Right after doing that I had this sick feeling in my stomach that will just not go away. It's called anxiety, worry, stress. After midterms in about mid-October, life starts to get crazy. I have major papers and presentations due every single week until the end of school. At the end of school of course there are finals. I still need to find an internship too. And on top of all that there's holiday plannings. I mean, Halloween is my specialty, but there's something going on almost every single weekend until umm...December some time. And I'm not complaining about having stuff to do, but I'm just feeling all this anxiety about it. And then of course there are still the everyday stressors...money, boys (or lack of), bills, sleep, etc. So...if I seem a little crazy or recluse to you, it's because I'm trying to write a kazillion page paper on a topic that I know nothing about and it's driving me crazy. Well, that should be your default thought as to why until Dec. 8.

And, for my mom who was concerned about me saying when I run...I just have to say that I looked up crime statistics (for school, I'm not just procrastinating) and most crimes happen between 3pm and 3am so stop worrying!