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I used to share a blog with Melissa, but she's been MIA for a few months, so I made it all mine! Random thoughts on my every day life to bore you with.

Monday, November 14, 2005

Worry

One of the things I’ve done a lot of in my life is worry. I worry about where “you” go when you fall asleep, I worry about my dog walking on rocks, I worry about money, I worry about my friends and family, I worry about dead people seeing me naked, I worry about not being a good friend, and I worry about not celebrating my grandma's birthday in case it’s the last. I have a long list of other things, but to make it short, I’m a worrier. One of the things I’ve always worried about is that other people will think the bad things I’ve thought about myself. One thing that I worry about is that people will think I’m annoying. Lately, since I’ve started taking this anxiety medicine in combination with not going to the gym like I should, I worry that people will think that I’ve been packing on the pounds. Of course I know it – I don’t want you to tell me, but I worry that people think it. I also have been called “laid back” which I don’t think that I am, and I actually worry about ruining the perception. Of course, being laid back and a worrier don’t go together that I know of, so I am left to wonder who I really am, and whether every time someone sees me they think “she needs to go to the gym.”

3 Comments:

Blogger Sugar and Spice said...

You are BEAUTIFUL. I seriously doubt the first thing people think of, or even any part of what they think of, is that you need to go to the gym. Because like I said, you're BEAUTIFUL. And people, like me, think you're nice, sweet, and smart, and those are honestly the only things that come to my mind when I think of you. And I do think you're laid back in the sense that you're an easy going friend. You're happy going out to 6th street or just hanging out and watching a movie. You're not a "high maintenance" friend, which is a good thing. I'm a worrier, too, though. We should get together and worry about things. Now go look in the mirror and see your pretty self!!

2:18 PM  
Blogger misty said...

Ditto to everything Sara said.

And at least your boyfriend didn't say to you "If you're on a diet, you really shouldn't be eating pizza." :)

7:53 PM  
Blogger Stephanie said...

Thanks guys - y'all are all so awesome :o)

8:51 AM  

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